October 31, 2013

5 yr blog, day 26

Halloween plans?
What’s your costume?





my plans are to go over to Colt’s for tacos and spook movies and a bit of magick.
i’m basically dressings as "myself”.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Samhain is here! Known to many as "The Witch's New Year" it can be celebrated in many ways. How do you celebrate this day of the dead? Are you practicing with a group? What are your plans? Enjoy, and have a blessed Samhain.”


after work, i’m going over to Colt’s for tacos and bad movies.
and maybe some magick.
tomorrow, after hitting the day after sales, i’m hitting the graveyards to visit my grandmothers.




October 30, 2013

October 29, 2013

5 yr blog, day 24


Camping or hotel?



hotel. willing to try camping. told Matthew it might be fun to sleep in a tent in the backyard one night.

pre-Halloween update



it’s the day before Halloween. it’s a magickal pre-time. and the weather today is also awesome today. it’s a really bright gray day and raining. it’s still warm out, just get weather for Trick-or-Treating.
(yeah i know it’s not the day before, but i believe in celebrating the day before, day of, and the day after so bite me.)
i got so much to do tomorrow to get shit done for my Halloween night with Colt.
still have no clue on what magick to work with him tomorrow night. i got 4 candles and a plate. need to think, need to think.
need to work on my room today also.
Marvel’s Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. is a rerun. grr (arg).
speaking of such, there seems to be some haters out there on the show. my complaint is right now it’s too monster of the week for me. with a full season order, i’m hoping that we can get into more of a seasonal arc.
on another note: Sunday came with a fair share of drama, and all of it before i got out of bed.
so Colt is sick. i woke up Sunday and right before i txted him, it pops up on Twitter he was going to the E.R. i txt him back asking what is wrong.
and then this happen.
i got all teary eye and crying with the fact he called me a best friend and then he told me he loved me.
I’M NOT EVEN OUT OF BED AND I WAS CRYING. THAT’S HOW MY DAY, MY WEEK STARTED. I LOVE YOU COLT BUT MY GODS, THE DRAMA YOU CAN CAUSE!!!
he’s better. he’s ok. we are still having Halloween.

October 28, 2013

5 yr blog, day 23

___ is completely ridiculous.


the fact the inbreed rednecks of Arkansas think we can do what we do with no people and no hours.

October 27, 2013

5 yr blog, day 22

What was the last goofy thing you did?

truly? save a toy kitty from the jackass at the service desk.

October 26, 2013

5 yr blog, day 21

How do you feel about your body?


today, ok. fat and a bit gooy.

October 25, 2013

5 yr blog, day 20


What is the most honest thing you’ve said today?

whatever it was i know it was to Colt. i’m almost overly honest with him.

October 24, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Choosing a magickal name is something many Wiccans do. Selecting one is a way of identifying yourself in a personal way to the God and Goddess. Many Wiccans feel it is important to only share your full magickal name with your deities, as sharing it with someone else could allow them to influence you. Do you have a magickal name? Do you share it with others? Maybe only with your coven sisters/brothers? With the God and Goddess only? How did you choose it? Did it "choose you"?
Today's prompt is all about magickal names and the meaning behind them. Enjoy!”



i did start off with a self-dedication ritual and declared the name Black Opal MoonSong as my magickal name. gods i was a bit fluffy back then. i have only shared that name to show how fluffy i was, back in the day.
currently, if i had to have a magical name, it’s amerwitch. amer is my nickname, my acronym actually. and witch, well, duh.



5 yr blog, day 19

How are you? Write it in a rhyming couplet (two lines of verse that rhymes and have the same rhyme).


today was the same old, some old 
and now in my room, it grows cold and cold

October 23, 2013

October 22, 2013

5 yr blog, day 17

Write a haiku about your day.

Wal-Mart I went to,

not mine, another i go,
Krazy, again, broke.

October 21, 2013

5 yr blog, day 16

What new word have you learned?



fag hag.

oktober update



fun filled week at work. with one sick, one on vacation, one out on bereavement, we were so short it wasn’t even funny.
i did get extra hours this week and next. whoot!
i worked in toys Saturday, world be damned. i build 2 end caps and filled one, world be dammed. and binned a pallet of toys wrongly, just to have it binned, world be dammed.
and i have a god for the toys. i have a Playskool Hulk doll that fits right in my pocket. just having him Saturday was a boost.
i have plans on making my own BOSish for toys, with pic of my Hulks on the cover, with the great words of Tony Stark, “We have a Hulk.”
gods know we need one for this upcoming Christmas.
(i do have a Thor doll. don’t know if i will need him too or not.)
Christmas is coming like an ungodly plague upon us with only death as a certainly.
BTW: i’ve been watching Much Ado About Nothing sorta nonstop and it’s getting to the point i AM going to talk like i’m in a Shakespeare play. twill be funs to watch and play that pony out.
i have plans for Halloween, a small of gathering at Chateau DarkShark. we’ll see what all happens there.

October 19, 2013

5 yr blog, day 14

What was your last credit card purchase?

Much Ado About Nothing, on blu-ray.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Today's topic is about psychics and mediums. Have you ever been to one? What was your reaction? Are you a medium yourself? If you are, how did you know you had a gift? Feel free to take this prompt in any direction you'd like.”



i’ve had tarot card readings done, but i wouldn’t call that going to a psychic or a medium.
i don’t recall much about the card reading, rather they were true or not. i know that they made me feel better afterwards.
i don’t think i’m a medium. i have had dealings with things, but i’m not putting that title on my résumé.



October 18, 2013

October 17, 2013

5 yr blog, day 12

What’s the most valuable thing you own?




money wise or what i prize?
my laptop. i think.

October 15, 2013

5 yr blog, day 10

How much time do you spend commuting?


takes about 45 mind to get to work, an hour to get back.

October 12, 2013

5 yr blog, day 7

One word for today.

long.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Have you ever had to take a leap of faith in your spiritual path? This prompt can be interpreted as loosely or specifically as wanted. Enjoy!”


i don’t think i had. i had a time that i questions my powers but never had a leap.


October 11, 2013

5 yr blog, day 6

What makes you feel wonderful?

today, the fact i got Much Ado About Nothing.

October 10, 2013

5 yr blog, day 5

Write down the name of someone you had a good conversation with recently.

fucking Colt. :-(

my birthday weekend


i made my way to Waynesville to see the boyfriend. i get there, load up his van and away we go.
somehow last week, me and Colt go on the topic of how cool it would be if we could change the “ringtone” for each person that txt us. i found out how to do it, ended up sending him a screenshot to show him how to do it, and now my phone whistles when Colt txt’s me.
his is supposed to say “i’m Batman.” when i txt him.
ok, my birthday.
we get to Springfield and check into our hotel. it’s so swanky that it don’t even have a microwave or minifridge in the room. grr.
free Wi-Fi was awesome.
we then dress and head out to Nakato. it was cool. i was dressed nicely and i had to take off my shoes, and sorta crawl to my seat in my short skirt and fishnets.
the food was good. the party of “5” year olds was a bit too much.
back to the room. i find a shirtless Tom Hiddleston doing Shakespeare and what more does a girl need then that?
Matthew passed out. i set up my laptop on the swanky desk, start sucking up the free WiFi and burning though videos from the nerds http://thatguywiththeglasses.com/ on my phone. it was a great night.
Saturday morning came with fall weather and rain and gray. hell of good weather, and there’s no sarcasm there folks.
Taco Bell, then it was Barns and Nobel. i was eyeing the 75th annaivery Wizard of Oz Monopoly set. the tokens were kick ass but when you landed on a railroad, you learned a special power to help play the game. what special power do you need for Monopoly? gack on that!
Matthew did buy me this 5 year notebook journal thing. every day there’s a new prompt you answer. you then see how your answers changes over the 5 years. follow all that fun with the tag, 5 yr blog.
we hit Best Buy, coz the bf wanted to and then we hit the crème de la crème of Springfield, Bass Pro Shop!
(after i got us lost, we made it there.)
we walked in and Matthew wanted to take me to see the alligator and i just grabbed him and took him to a post and told him to just look around!
just in the lobby was all beautiful. waterfalls, fake trees, dead elk, gods i forgot how county i am at times! there’s something about all this rustic aesthetic that really hits me.
we did go around and look at everything. Matthew didn’t want to go slow and take it all end (he’s there more than me). did get some killer pics of a alligator gar fish.
i did say i should be taking pics of everything but i didn’t. i wanted to take it all in and live it, not just behind a camera. or cell phone.
and i got an otter. my bf is weird like that.
we make it back to his house for some PIZZA.
Sunday i went home.
i did get three gifts this weekend. the first 2 makes you question how old the person is. the third, you’ll see.
first off Matt’s Jessica made me this awesome ass braided up bracelet with a penguin on it and my name! it’s so pretty!
second, Matthew brought me The Wizard of Oz on blu-ray.
and the third, Matthew brought me a bottle of vodka, Stoli.
and that’s my 33rd birthday.

October 8, 2013

5 yr blog, day 3

What is your biggest dream? 


 children. having them, pregnancy, birth.

October 7, 2013

5 yr blog, day 2

Are you happy with your choices today?



sorta. should have gone to bed earlier than 5 AM. need to work on my room and diet. did get money sorted out.

October 6, 2013

5 yr blog, day 1

Do you have any new friends?




Colt. in fact, he’s part of my 3.
Tom might rank up here one day.

October 5, 2013

happy birthday to me



i’m sitting here, in a lovely hotel room, bf passed out in the bed. i brought my laptop and am sucking up the fast and free Wi-Fi.
i’m awesome with my phone on Blip, watching my nerds from http://thatguywiththeglasses.com.
again, i keep thinking of getting vlogging. i need to work on my edit.
i did a “movie”, using my phone camera. it’s, ok? i think it’s two minutes long and i’m still working on what the hell my editing software can do.
and maybe watching some real vlogs.
and setting up a YouTube channel and maybe getting on Goggle +.
still need to think and sorta stuff out.
and if i had fast internet, i would go insane with power.
so, hoping to get it up and running one day, YouTube and all.
and yeah, IT’S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! WHERE’S MY FUCKING PRESENTS?!?

October 4, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Have you ever seen a ghost? Been in a haunted house? What is your opinion on otherworldly beings? Do they exist? Tell us your favorite ghost experiences and your thoughts on the supernatural.”

no, i have not seen any ghost.
i have been to a haunted prison.
otherworldly beings, they are out there. who they are, i don’t know. i know they are there and i’m ok with that.
my fav experience is when i went to the prison. just lots of funky feeling out and about.
my other experience i wrote about 2/6/2001.
last Friday (2/2/01) i’m sitting in the lobby of Richardson doing nothing waiting for my 9 o’clock. behind my right shoulder i smelled the perfume Windsong. a little while later i smell it again. that’s the perfume my grandmother use to wear. she has been dead for four years.





October 1, 2013

The Hair



times have changed.
i look at my phone. the lock screen is this awesome pic of Tom Hiddleston as Loki, looking kinda Jesusy. to unlock my phone you type in 5654, which spells LOKI.
watching The Lone Ranger this summer, i went back and looked at Johnny Depp’s IMDB page to see when was the last time i saw a Johnny Depp movie that inspired me; Alice in Wonderland in 2010.
i remember the movie that sealed the deal of my nerd love for Johnny Depp, it’s was the first Pirates movie. i was floored and amazed by him.
as a person who shunned all this poplar and cool, i rode that Pirates ship long and hard. it was awesome.
but with The Lone Ranger and Dark Shadows, Johnny Depp is not cutting it anymore. he’s still my fav actor of all times, and many of his older films are my go to fav movies to watch, and he’s part of the Holy Trinity with Tim Burton and Danny Elfman but there is a new love in my life.
and i am a mewling quim.
Tom Hiddleston, mostly his Loki, no, Loki, has taken over me.
Tom Hiddelson’s Loki didn’t strike me muchly in Thor, shirtless Chris Hemsworth hit me hard. it wasn’t until Avengers that i was awestruck.
no, it was all the internet memes and they keep coming (and Colt keeps showing me).
but going over Avengers, i asked Matthew, “is it just his longer hair that makes him that much, more, then what he was in Thor?”
and then i saw the first preview of Thor: The Dark World. i thought “so, longer hair on Loki makes him sexier in Avengers, they are trying that with Thor and it ain’t working. OH MY GODS!!!”
the preview ends with Loki, sitting in his cell with longer, more flowy hair.
and his nickname, The Hair, was born.
and the video of Tom Hiddleston from Comic Con, the way he kept saying “Say my name!” made me want to get on my knees.
it was when Colt sent me that Jesusy Loki pic, and i put it on my phone, that i realized, Johnny, there’s a new guy in town.