April 29, 2013

here we are. entertain us.


had the need to write. scared to see what i would be like on my vitamins. 
to morrow. let's see what happens.
want to work 1/2 hour a day in my room. i know if i can get that done shit should clear out right quick.
i had my rant about Iron Man. oh RDJ, how i miss you.
2 years till Avengers 2. 2 years.
have i mention Tom Hiddleston's hair in the Thor 2 trailer?  my bf miss Tweeted i wanted to have sex with Tom Hiddleston.  no i don't.     
just his hair. my gods that hair.
Colt still has my Wicca 101 book.
i upgraded my phone. i'm digging my new Samsung Galaxy III. it's red and i order a purple Otter Box for it.
took a day to get it set up. it's awesome. i have a button on my home screen where i tap it to call Mathew. no looking up in contacts or call logs. just tap and Matt!
only my bf would send lyrics to "Hurt" and only i would think it romantic.

April 28, 2013

Avengers, get ready




i gots the need to write but i don’t know what to hell to put down.
i got a bad feels that some asshat is gonna ruin Iron Man 3 for me.
i have to wait till the end of the month to see it due to stuff with Mathew.
i don’t know if i can make it till then without spoilers killing me. oh internet, are you going to turn on me and unleash all the neatness?
and i stop today to ask myself, “why do you care so much about this? you could have cared less when the first Iron Man came out.”
well, 2 years ago, give or take, this little movie, The Avengers, was thrown out there. don’t care. then names were being thrown out there. don’t care. then Joss Whedon’s name was thrown out there.
and then shit got reals, yo.
you see, i’ve spent years living in the past of his shows. a day late and a dollar short, so to say. and now-a-days, it felt like all his greatness was in the past and there was nothing new to come.
and then i had the chance to get on the bandwagon from the start with The Avengers.
so, i CARE! i care now! Iron Man, Thor, the Hulk, even Capitan America, i care about these peeps now.
i did not enjoy the Captain America movie but i will go see the 2nd one because this is all leading to Avengers 2 which is Joss’s baby right now.
so, i’m pissy about having to wait and living in fear the internets and “krazyness” will ruin it for me.
got to get into my fight mode now and for the next few weeks.

April 27, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompts

“With Beltane less than a week away, I thought it was only appropriate to have our prompt be about it. How do you celebrate? Is it a personal celebration, or do you go to a public gathering? What does it mean to you, personally?”


well, Beltane is also me and the bf’s anniversary so there is that form of celebrating.
this year is gonna suck since we are not meeting up till the end of the month. so, blar for Beltane this year.


April 26, 2013

heat, weight, and blood



my fun weekend did not turn out as i had planned.
short of it, my bf is short.
anyhoots, Monday i make my way down to Rolla for a double date with Chris and Jessica. it was a good time.
and they agree to teach us Magic and D&D. hitting a whole new lvl of nerdness right there.
we run around Rolla a bit, i get some elephants to add to my Magic deck, we go back to the hotel room to change.
Colton’s’ was nice. Matt got me a Robb Roy and i enjoyed it more than the martini on VD Day.
back to the hotel to watch The Borgias, i fell asleep and when i woke up, the Cardinals game was on. me and Matt snuggled and watch them win the game.
lots of soda and pizza rolls filled out the night.
Tuesday got my oil changed and me and Matt said our good-byes.

April 18, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompt

“A few days ago while scrolling through my Facebook news feed, I came across the following image/quote:



So today's prompt is going to be based off of it because it really got me thinking. Do you agree with the above statement? Disagree? Can one be both "religious" AND "spiritual", or are they a progression towards a higher point? If spirituality is where one can find "sacredness", then can religious people find sacredness as well or is that something only for people who are "spiritual"? This quote brings to mind many questions and many ideas, all of which I enjoyed debating with like-minded friends.
The following is a definition of religion (Credit: source): Religion is an organized collection of belief systems, cultural systems, and world views that relate humanity to spirituality and, sometimes, to moral values. Many religions have narratives, symbols, traditions and sacred histories that are intended to give meaning to life or to explain the origin of life or the Universe. From their ideas about the cosmos and human nature, they tend to derive morality, ethics, religious laws or a preferred lifestyle. According to some estimates, there are roughly 4,200 religions in the world.
The following is a definition of spirituality (Credit: source): The term spirituality lacks a definitive definition, although social scientists have defined spirituality as the search for "the sacred," where "the sacred" is broadly defined as that which is set apart from the ordinary and worthy of veneration. The use of the term "spirituality" has changed throughout the ages. In modern times spirituality is often separated from religion, and connotes a blend of humanistic psychology with mystical and esoteric traditions and eastern religions aimed at personal well-being and personal development.

Enjoy! Happy blogging. 
Blessed be.”


too many words. let’s bullet the questions and go from there.
  • Do you agree with the above statement? yes.
  • Disagree? no.
  • Can one be both "religious" AND "spiritual", or are they a progression towards a higher point? yes.
  • If spirituality is where one can find "sacredness", then can religious people find sacredness as well or is that something only for people who are "spiritual"? yes.

religion is a path in the woods. it is well worn and clearly defined.
with this path, many have found their sacred, their divine. that’s why it’s so well-worn path.
spirituality is more of carving your own path. this could be just walking a foot off the well-worn path or just wondering deep into the woods.






April 11, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Lately many of my loved ones and myself have been touched by the sorrow and shock of loss, and by the joy and excitement of birth. Loss of parents, grandparents, friends. And the birth of new babies, whether they be human babies or pets. It has led me to do a lot of reflecting on the cycle of life, the process of coming into the world, the life we lead, and exiting the world.

When you were young, how was the circle of life explained to you? How has your life experience taught you or enlightened you on this topic? If you have children, how have you or will you teach them?”

i don’t remember being taught about death. i can remember the fun at my first funeral. i wore my pretty dress and had a good time.
i don’t know how i will teach my children about death. i’m hoping for pets that past way to explained, in lieu of grandparents.



April 9, 2013

9 inches


been trying to write an entry about “stuff” and i think i’ve edited it from being in my notebook, my phone, and now on “paper.” here we go.
things that are awesome:
  • seeing a Easter Groundhog
  • seeing 3 Easter Groundhogs
  • the so many internet critics i love.
(in alphabetical order, because don’t make me list them by favs)
and if only Doug could bring back Karl from the Plot Hole. it would do this nerdgirl so much to see him again!
besides working 7 days in a row, the ‘Domeers saying that i’m getting sexual harassment from work (hi Krazy), and talking about coworker's 9 inch cock (not Krazy’s), i don’t know what the hell is going on with me right now.
time to get high and fly.

April 4, 2013

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Please forgive me if this prompt has been done, but coven vs. solitary practice is something I have always been interested in. I practice in a coven myself, but spent a many good years doing my own thing as a solitary, so I have felt first have the benefits and drawbacks of both situations.

How do you all feel? Do you practice in a group or solitary? Which do you prefer? If you chose one over the other, why do you feel that way? If you are a coven member, would you ever go back to being solitary? If you practice alone, would you ever join a group? Just something to think over. :)

I look forward to reading your thoughts!!”

i have only done solitary work.
it would be nice to find a coven to work with them. if anything, to give me some focus and direction.