been doing my morning papers every day. it’s the 1st things i do, before putting on glasses or anything, or at least i try to.
after my birthday, i’m going back to the book and start moving forward with more of the exercises.
i also want to investigate more workouts. i need to work my abs and arms more.
and if i can workout every other day, i want the other day to be for meditation.
and build the fucking ancestors altar.
maybe i’m losing my passion here because of the morning papers. i am getting stuff out of my head.
thank Karpo, fall is here.
there still much work to do, before i can get into just celebrating and not doing the hard witchcraft. that will be taken care of this week.
and then there is the planning of my birthday weekend.
in other news, i went on a 2nd date. we watch Deadpool and Wolverine and they got us pizza. i had fun.
i had a fun afternoon with a fully form human who thinks i’m cute.
and my Flower Speak cards call me out so fucking hard yesterday. 5 cards for one spot to tell me to either wake up and take in the good or just be the fuckwit i have been.
my home is clean. i have the start of a relationship with a full form human. i am working on my witchcraft. my friends love me, still, and i’m seeing them next week. i am working out and loving the changes of my body. i like my job. i have money.
i am fucking happy.
i. am. fucking. happy.
maybe for the first time in a long time.
i could do an update, with numbers and math, but i am moving by the smallest of inches and, blar.
trying to get a 2nd date. i am doing this thing where i want THIS and when i am presented with the chance of THIS, i want to run away.
no more. if i want to get there, i need to walk there. there is someone waiting for me, hell who wants to walk with me, and i need to get over this assery and become who i want to be.
i casted a love spell last Halloween and i am cashing it in.
i need to sit and write. not this typing on the laptop but with pen and paper and REALLY plot out what the hell i want and do this fall.
i am 103% done for the year, 75% done for the year, giving me a B+.
i got my bathroom clean, including scrubbing off The Wallflower’s lyric. i have a new lyric i want to put up but that will wait for Autumn to start to do that.
i have found my female artiest to base my witchcraft on, and it’s not Stevie Nicks.
it’s Florence and the Machine. that’s my witchcraft and i want to go full force into it.
Autumn is coming and i need to get ready. i hope to hit the Sprite Halloween this week. i need to go over my witchcraft stash and see what i need to buy and hit up the health food store.
i need to make up some pumpkin pie spice. i need to make a pie in 2 weeks.
i need to go to witchcraft in my backyard.
hello September!
the weather cooled off and it’s getting nippy at times. last night i went to the backyard and tried to feel for Autumn. i didn’t, but it’s getting there.
tomorrow is the last full moon of summer and i am doing some magic. the three of us, me, Nicole, and Colt, have been lacking in physical contact of late (like 2 years ago being the avenge) and i made a spell for it. we all deserve some action, with benefits. what’s the point of being a witch if you can’t throw some magic out there for friends and yourself?
trying to set up a 2nd date with Izzy. first time i’ve used their name here. they use all the pronouns so, just watch out on the ones that pop up around them/him/her.
i like him. that’s all i can say right now. i like him, txting him is great, he’s a delight.
and that spell is to help things along…
i need to make a list of herbs i need in my stash of witchcraft supplies. i have no garlic or chili pepper in my stash. i need to look it over hard and make a list of what i need.
