something

i know lighting 5 sticks of incense and some candles is not witchcraft, but fuck if it didn’t make me feel better.

i’m doing a Deep Fall Clean and it’s been amazing. i feel like i am doing something and getting this better.

what i think i miss out on is the upkeep. i think i need to do 20 every night, just so i don’t have to Deep Clean like this. yeah, it’’s nice to look in all the draws and count all the bottles of soap but, not to this lvl. i don’t want to get this bad, ever.

i have plans for Halloween, small but good. maybe by start of winter, i’ll be doing a bit better with my witchcraft.

i don’t know how in November i’m gonna keep up with the cleaning, blogging, and other things. i don’t know if there will be enough time.

it comes down to stop “wasting” time on activities that do not bring me anything and focus on things that do.