the after

the aftermath of a vacation band be the worst thing for a person.

it did not help that i caught some stomach bug that i am still trying to get rid of.

it did not help that Matthew got drunk and trashed my place.

i knew it needed cleaning before this but not, it’s bad.

Black Widow was good. i think i felt underwhelmed by it because i put so much faith and hope in this being the movie to cure me of all the ills i acquired the last 2 years.

i did think about him. during the credits i did think “… are you thinking of me when you fuck her?” and “And every time I scratch my nails/Down someone else's back I hope you feel it”.

some of the better things that happen was i did get another oracle deck and a book on how to clean and now i really need it because, drunk boyfriend.

and i know work is gonna be a peach tomorrow.