weekly update

i am 182% done for the month, 17% done for the year, giving me an A!

i almost got all of February goals done. i will as soon as i interview and crochet a bag for A Cozy Witch Tarot.

i did not like that guidebook but i love the artwork. it has made me rethink buying any of her witchcraft books.

I am comfortable

wrote this last night on Tumblr. wanted it “written down” for my own records.

 

It’s Friday night. I took my shower, put on clean pjs, and I am in bed. The crockpot upstairs is cooking the chicken I will meal prep for my weekly lunches.

I took a (legal) pot gummy and am having a glass of wine. Fury Road is playing on my tablet.

Is this the life my D.A.R.E officer worried I would have? It was way too late, at age 12, to tell me booze was bad. And then tell me drugs would make me see music and hear colors, like that didn’t sound awesome to me, stuck in my small town, Catholic school?

I work full time, pay my bills on time, striving, “…got dreams he’ll never take away”.

And get high twice a week.

This is not the adulthood I thought I would have, in my D.A.R.E days. It’s better and worser then I thought but,

I am comfortable.

:-)

weekly update

i am 171% done for the month, 16% done for the year, giving me a A grade.

my bathroom is still clean and makes me so happy every time i walk in.

still going on the Cozy Witch tarot. it is fluffier then i thought it was going to be. i know i don’t want to buy any of Amanda Lovelace’s witchcraft books base off of her tarot deck.

i am still going forward. i want to clean my kitchen this weekend in. i did call in, probably could have gone to work but fuck it. i don’t care that much to risk everything for that place.

Pat did take in my ideas for endcaps for 79. that is a plus.

Colt, i worry about him. i think he is having a rough week (what kind of fucking evil coworker mocks your cat?) and i don’t know have all the powers to make it better for him.

i wish i could.

weekly update

i am 168% done for the month, 15% done for the year, giving me a A-.

the cards are calling me out. daily and with readings. i’m using the Modern Witch deck and i do recall it being a bit bitchy so…

i really just want to clean my bathroom today…

Wednesday night musings

i almost want to do a weekly update but, there will be time for that later.

i got my vanity clean! i want to attack the bathroom Saturday, and hopefully the outer area to boot.

i am reading. that is going forward. i know my other goals can wait until i get the 1st layer of cleaning down.

i get the cleaning down then i can work on upkeep and not overhauling, and then life will be better? i hope this plan works.

and rethinking that upkeep and cleaning as an act to honor my ancestors. that makes it more of a spiritual practice then anything else.

i need to shower and watch the 1st ep of Echo.

weekly update

i am 163% done for the month, 15% done for the year, giving me a B+!

i must get my laundry under control. i wash it, i just never put it away. today’s goal is laundry, and then the mess in the greater area.

i realized that things i want to do must take a back seat to getting the fucking cleaning under control.

it’s why part of my goals is to clean, once a month, the whole lair. things can’t too bad if i make an effort to clean at least once a month.

i think i need to changed the order of the books i need to read. i think if i hit Cleaning Sucks it will help with my over all cleaning for the year.

time to get off my ass and do something.

blar

did i want to spend my time off getting work done or doing the work?

it was spent off, doing nothing.

but i go back to work tomorrow and back to a regular set schedule. time to get shit done and made progress.

“first” step is to get an air pump and some contact paper to get my ball and desk in better shape.

i have the ideas, i need to put stuff into practice.

it all needs to be put into practice.

feral

This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone
Feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same

 

Spiritual awakings should not come from a Wallflower’s song from my teen years.

Hello. My name is Amerwitch, Amer for short, and this is year 2024. I spent the most of 2023 being a devote of the goddess Karpo and she blessed me with an awaking that I want to make true, this year.

Last year the theme was “King”, based on the Florance and the Machine song. A lot of my thoughts come from Florance and the Machine.

She put me under a spell…

And if we are picking Florance and the Machine’s songs for this year it is “Delilah”.

But what for a theme? What one word shall I use on my blog to show everything that happen in 2024? What word will be my reminder every time I write, reminding me of who I suppose to be, this year?

Feral.

It is the word and theme for this year. I want to write a book on my witchcraft, on my path, the Feral Opossum Witch. I want to work on my oracle deck, the Vulture Arcanum.

This year is a focus on me and a focus on my path. I am not a Bride, I am not a Mother, I am King.

A Feral Opossum Witch King.