day 3

Colt, I’m sorry. I don’t know why I was such a bitch to you on Halloween or why I have been a bitch in general to you.

I still worry about you, love you, and pray for you.

I don’t feel #ILoveYou3000 or #CuzWereConnected is as strong as it was.

I know I have changed, and that I am still changing. With the changes, I know I still want you in my life.

I am sorry.