blar, for now...

i could do an update, with numbers and math, but i am moving by the smallest of inches and, blar.

trying to get a 2nd date. i am doing this thing where i want THIS and when i am presented with the chance of THIS, i want to run away.

no more. if i want to get there, i need to walk there. there is someone waiting for me, hell who wants to walk with me, and i need to get over this assery and become who i want to be.

i casted a love spell last Halloween and i am cashing it in.

i need to sit and write. not this typing on the laptop but with pen and paper and REALLY plot out what the hell i want and do this fall.