next lvl of living

basement is a mess because i am doing my training to get my promotion at work. that’s this week project.

this promotion means more money, kinda more responsibility. it’s making me take notices on what i am doing now, so i can be better later.

i got plans for Endgame Friday. i need to buy the ticket and i also need to work on the magic i’ll be doing that night.

things are going forward. i am trying so hard to make things move forward.

i feel that i haven’t wasted this year. there was a lot of things i had to go through to get here.

i achieved goals! and when i realized that, finally realized that, i have set myself for new goals and to get to the next lvl of living.

update

got major cleaning done. moved the table and got to study it.

it’s the same as Grandma’s kitchen table. the top is rough as hell and someone has put boards under it so you can’t make it smaller.

this table has been in the basement as long as i can remember and it matches Grandma’s kitchen table. i have questions, so many, and no one to ask.

i took all the crap off of it and looked at it and wonder if Anton and Mary looked at this table.

i want to get it all cleaned up tomorrow, organized what’s going under the table and how. maybe hit the top of the refrigerator and then bottom of the witch’s cabinet.

i feel i can get everything cleaned this month. and if that happens, i get everything cleaned and up to date, i can start studying. i can see myself with notebooks, just thinking and making a thought board.

*sigh* i don’t want to say anything but i am feeling it.

Witchcraft XXXVI

Would I want to be dedicated/initiated?

 

That would be mean going out and being with people and, gods, people? Really? You want me out there doing group work?

As of right now, I do not feel a need to seek out a group in real life. Online, maybe, but having to drive somewhere and get along with people and their rules, that ain’t me.

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here we go...

i am not moving forward as much as i want. i blame myself and will try again tomorrow.

i need to get into the groove of 20 mins of things. 20 mins of this, 20 mins of that. moving forward with projects. get into working out (my arms need help so much) and get into meditating.

and cleaning and letting other things get done.

it’s all in my reach. i got one set of goals done, i am now working on new ones. ones i want to get done in a year and not forever.

the first full moon of fall happens right after the start of fall and on a weekend. i started making plans and then realized that’s when Endgame come back to the theaters.

so it’s one of two ways this is playing out:

1. see Endgame in Jeff on Friday and then come home for some witchcraft.
2. see Endgame with Izzy and do some, other witchcraft that night.

either way, i am seeing that fucking movie.

and making some magic.

Witchcraft XXXV

What would my perfect witchy day be like?

 

We are almost there.

I want fall. I want a gray day that’s slightly wet. I want a nip in the air where you it makes to think you need to find your hoodie soon.

I would also be off from work. The weather needs to be so that I can open my basement door and bring in the fresh air of the outside.

The day makes me want to work. I wan to work get up and put in the effort to do what needs to be done, be it cleaning or witchcraft.

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