i wanted to write something. something about what happen last week.
some things hit me this weekend. some things make me realized how much i don’t fit in, being in the sticks, that the city would be a good place for me.
and somehow, Matthew is not pure evil.
i think, i’m still too close to it all to sort it all out and put it in words. i need to let is fester inside of me and come out, pure and hot.