good news and the thoughts of a positive future came crashing down last Monday.
last night i was on the internet looking at other jobs.
i don’t know what to do. i know i need to leave Owensville. i know i need to get the fuck out of the O.C.. i know what’s holding me back.
i’m saying that #CivilWarWeekend is my good time and then when i’m back to the hell i live in, it’s time to get to work on improving my life, for reals now. i need to get my shit together.
i have the money for it. i hope to my student loans paid off by the end of the year. after that, it’s onto saving for a car.
i can do this, i need to do this. there’s nothing at that store for me anymore. once Shelby leaves, i will have no friends there.
time to set things on fire.